birth .. and being born .. are we to remind ourselves that this day .. many years ago .. i went through the birth canal . .. died to my old life and was introduced to the new ..
i wonder if it were more wise to record my conception . nine months previously .. when sperm met egg ..
today 47 years ago . i died .. from the womb .. the fluid . to a world of air .. and breathing
from swimming to a completely different world .. and one that made me ill straight from the start.. jaundice ..
and yet we celebrate .. this catastrophe .. same as a wake .. dying to this world of air etc to another .. mysterious one ..
i guess that . i arrived .. and needed . something to remind of the experience . fish oil . lots and lots of fish oil ..
like a sea creature given the chance to walk on earth .. needing however .. neptune and his potions ..
