the ecomill blog
Wednesday, 19 January 2011

Topic: dreams & nightmares

recal dream

gold by spandau ballet

cricket . David Penny

 

o see gold in your dream, symbolizes wealth, riches, natural healing, illumination and/or spirituality. It is also a symbol of love, longevity and domestic bliss. Negatively, gold may represent greed, corruption and temptation.

To find gold in your dream, indicates that you have discovered something valuable about yourself. This may be some hidden talent or knowledge.

To bury gold in your dream, suggests that you are trying to hide something about yourself. 

 

spandau ballet 

To dream that you are watching a ballet, symbolizes balance, cooperation, and harmony.

To see or wear ballet slippers in your dream, represents your understanding of the principles of balance and grace. You carry yourself with much poise and get along well with others.

To dream that you are in prison, indicates that you are being censored in some area of your life. You feel that your creativity is being limited and that you are not allowed to express yourself.

To see someone else in prison in your dream, signifies an aspect of yourself that you are unable to express freely.

To dream that you or someone is released from prison, means that you need to make some major changes in your waking life. Eventually, you will overcome your obstacles

 

cricket  

 To see crickets in your dream, represents introspection. You are seeking guidance.

To dream that you are playing a sport, signifies the learning of rules, recognition of your talents, and the achieving of your goals. It also highlights the importance of cooperation, harmony, and teamwork. Perhaps the dream is a pun on how you need to be more of a "sport". Alternatively, playing sports represent your perspective about sex as an aggressive act.

To dream that you are watching a sports competition, represents two opposing viewpoints or conflicting opinions.

To see a penny in your dream, indicates your fears of poverty or financial loss. Alternatively, the dream is often connected with your talents, energies, and perseverance. Do not underestimate your ability. If the penny is shiny, then it signifies luck.

To find a penny in your dream, suggests that you are discovering your hidden talents and are ready to unleash your potential. Consider the common phrase "a penny saved is a penny earned" and how the dream may be telling you to save money

 


Posted by ecomill at 5:47 PM GMT
Monday, 17 January 2011

Topic: dreams & nightmares

a brief dream

recalled that Christopher a pool manager at my local pool was showing me how to use a keyboard .. & a special word that to me sounded like german .. in order to find sex online almost like a code word ..

To see a computer in your dream, symbolizes technology, information, and modern life.  New areas of opportunities are being opened to you. Alternatively, computers represent a lack of individuality and lack of emotions and feelings. Too often, you are just going along with the flow, without voicing your own opinions and views. You may also feel a depreciated sense of superiority.

keyboard To see a computer keyboard in your dream, indicates that there is a message that you need to get out. The keyboard also symbolizes something that you have to get done.

To dream that you or someone has a secret, represents hidden power. It suggests that something is emerging from your unconscious.

To dream about sex, refers to the integration and merging of contrasting aspects of yourself. It represents psychological completion. 

"you have my word", as in a promise to be kept.

so to cap it all ..

a message to be got out a promise to be kept .. something that i have to do .

music to this 

computer love .

the word .. girl .. scritti politi 

secret  seal .. secret

sex  prince

 

 

computer love kraftwerk ..

 


Posted by ecomill at 1:50 PM GMT
Sunday, 16 January 2011

Topic: dreams & nightmares

I guess that the dream revolved around a house and an island ..

however here it is

a 15th century house  . or possibly a 5th century house . unsure on that one 

To see a new house in your dream, indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life. You are becoming more emotionally mature. If you are locked out of the house, then it represents rejection and insecurity. You feel you are being left behind. 

a new house indeed ..  and one that looked very inviting .. numbers being important Fifteen represents a dissolution of difficult conditions.

2. 5 % interest on a mortgage . 7 .Seven signifies mental perfection, healing, completion, music and attainment of high spirituality. The number seven may also refer to the seven deadly sins, the seven days of the week, or seven chakras. Alternatively, the number seven indicates uniqueness and eccentricity. 

Alternatively, dreaming about money, refers to your attitudes about love and matters of the heart. It is a common symbol for sexuality and power. In particular, finding money indicates your quest for love or for power.

mother To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. 

dinosaurs To see a dinosaur in your dream, symbolizes an outdats ed attitude. You may need to discard your old ways of thinking and habits.

stables To dream that you are at a stable, represents your sexuality and your ability to control your sexual urges and energies. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on" your sense of stability" in your waking life, either financially, mentally or emotionally

carriage gold

To see gold in your dream, symbolizes wealth, riches, natural healing, illumination and/or spirituality. It is also a symbol of love, longevity and domestic bliss. Negatively, gold may represent greed, corruption and temptation.

To find gold in your dream, indicates that you have discovered something valuable about yourself. This may be some hidden talent or knowledge.

carriage To see an old-fashioned carriage in your dream, suggests that your ways of thinking may be too outdated and antiquated. The carriage is also a symbol of power and status

 manure To see manure in your dream, suggests that you are learning from past experiences. You are drawing from those experiences and putting it to use in your current situation. Alternatively, the dream may symbolize fertility.

guilotine To see a guillotine in your dream, symbolizes anger, hostility and the eruption of some strong emotions. You are not using your head and your better judgment. You need to think things through before you act.

devils island 

To see the sea in your dream, represents your unconscious and the transition between your unconscious and conscious. As with all water symbols, it also represents your emotions. The dream may also be a pun on your understanding and perception of a situation. "I see" or perhaps there is something you need to "see" more clearly. Alternatively, the dream indicates a need to reassure yourself or to offer reassurance to someone. It brings about hope, a new perspective and a positive outlook on life no matter how difficult your current problems may be

 ascape

To see the sea in your dream, represents your unconscious and the transition between your unconscious and conscious. As with all water symbols, it also represents your emotions. The dream may also be a pun on your understanding and perception of a situation. "I see" or perhaps there is something you need to "see" more clearly. Alternatively, the dream indicates a need to reassure yourself or to offer reassurance to someone. It brings about hope, a new perspective and a positive outlook on life no matter how difficult your current problems may be

interesting how in the dream he escaped then as he neared america he turned back ..

To dream that you are stranded on an island, suggests that you need to get away from the demands of your daily life. Or perhaps you are running away from a situation instead of trying to confront it.  Alternatively, the dream means that you feel cut off from society. You are in a rut and do not know what to do with your life.  

To dream that you are in prison, indicates that you are being censored in some area of your life. You feel that your creativity is being limited and that you are not allowed to express yourself.

To see someone else in prison in your dream, signifies an aspect of yourself that you are unable to express freely.

To dream that you are in a minefield, represents the many difficulties that you are facing in your waking life. You are worried about how to tackle and resolve your problems.  Don't be afraid to reach out for advice and for help.

 

 

 

 


Posted by ecomill at 2:02 PM GMT
Saturday, 15 January 2011

Topic: dreams & nightmares

dream

recalled physics lesson . tthe place being my old workshop . computer refurbishment etc 

aim was to build a robot .. & test it i combat . against Jason Caplan .

i recal saying that mine was like the maginot line .. or more likely a combine harvester . a revolving drum . etc .. another test dream .

To see a robot in your dream, indicates that you are going about life in a mechanical, methodical and rigid way. You have lost the ability to express your feelings. Alternatively, a robot symbolize the way you view your working life.

 Two stands for balance, diversity, partnership, marriage cooperation, soul, or receptivity. It can also symbolize double weakness or double strength. The world is seen as being made up of dualities and opposites, as in the male and female, mother and father, light and dark, heaven and hell, yin and yang, etc.

To see a fortress in your dream, symbolizes protection and healing.  Alternatively, it suggests that you are putting up a wall between you and others. You are shutting down emotionally.

To see a workshop in you dream, represents the development of your skills. You are trying to understand your Self and find out who you are.

 st micheal To see a saint in your dream, indicates that a special message is being given to you from the spiritual realm. Alternatively, it symbolizes genuine goodness and idealistic notions. You are always willing to help others. Or perhaps it is you who is in need.

 

the place a workshop at st micheal  development of skills

 To see your teacher (past or present) in your dream, suggests that you are seeking some advice, guidance, or knowledge. You are heading into a new path in life and are ready to learn by example or from a past experience. Consider your own personal experiences with that particular teacher. What subject was taught? Alternatively, a teacher relates to issues with authority and seeking approval. You may be going through a situation in your waking life where you feel that you are being treated like a student or in which you feel you are being put to a test. 

the subject being physics ..science  To dream that you are a scientist, signifies experimentation, invention, or eccentricity. You need to think outside the box. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you need to look at some problem more objectively and rationally. Perhaps you need to detach yourself from a situation or relationship


Posted by ecomill at 8:31 PM GMT
Friday, 31 December 2010

Topic: dreams & nightmares

dreamed of being in church service led by a bishop/priest .. the place being of a high church .. catholic C of E . anglican . the after the service and a service i might add that was for Queens College I found that the building began to transform itself . into a huge rollerball park ..just like in the movie .. whereupon an Old School friend named Adam Field & I began to rollerskrateaate ..

can't be sure but I believe that Adam actualy was
 into roller skating whilst i knew him 

one singe word .. karate ..

man finaly walking on the moon ...and a little story . of colonization n .. and a man finding the elixor of youth . and discovering that he was stronger on that particular spot ..all this in a year

 & finding out that he would need less energy or fuel in order to return to earth .. however forgetting that to return to earth he would have to endure the gravity that although now an aid . would turn out to be a real problem 

somehow the moon did resemble the Yorkshire Moors . on a cold night & tha  


Posted by ecomill at 12:30 PM GMT
Thursday, 23 December 2010

Topic: dreams & nightmares

I am not sure . have i overstepped the mark . Poor Naomi . probably did not deserve my hot looks .. all i had in my mind was the sketch where women have to know their limits . Is it ok to talk about science or anything of worthwhile with a person of the opposing sex .. I don't know

talking to a guy who has obviously had a tough time . and seeing the pride that he needed to keep his head held high had me looking into my own mire so to speak .

talking with a woman who cleans floors .six children and a happy home .. reminded me of my experiences in Hull and Liverpool .. like it was yesterday . and yet i returned home . to an empty house..

 talking to a woman today . i felt safe  and secure .. a great calm overtook me . an  oasis in the middle of bedlam ..

dreams of Veronica Lake  Hillenbrand

and so i woke ..

tai chi for an hour . with the wise words from Krishna Murti .. and after .. some meditation . mindfulness and heart .. 

and yes the question . I feel that something is not right .. my efforts  seem to have come to nought . It is just that no matter how i see things . the steps that i am taking with my own health seem to fail below my expectations .. 

Playing hide and seek with my ghosts . one important piece of news is that i am now consciously seeking out my ghosts .

overwhelmed by the great christmas gettaway . well perhaps ..

a little .. i guess only  uncomfortable .

and  so everything was done . in a spirit of adventure .. remaining flexible .. enjoying what i could not control . 

seeing people as fellow human beings

and so the day moved on

and by nigh on 01. 30pm i was done  and eating lunch

a little art and a trip to the swimming pool . till nigh on 05.00pm

where i met friend and foe alike

poor little chris in the fridge .. giving up his organs to his bigger brother twin ..

was i out of line .. No Naomi is intelligent .. and i was considering how wrong it is to treat ladies of her standing . studying both biology and economics  .. quite rightly her area of expertise 

cloning .. in a few years . common as a computer

we will all be creating little mites 

and that guy .. Adrian . proud and yet so vulnerable .. I hope that i was none too frightened .. to be able to point him in the right direction . it was all i could do  . to introduce Mind and all it's parts ..Lets hope that something positive comes from this 

even though i felt as if someone had run me over with a shitty tractor . hard work

when someone is being stubborn .

perhaps there is a lesson there for me . flexiblity ..

  and yes Ahmood . was his usual self . thanks for the DVD . will watch that closely 

so we talked about cloning ..

and now that little bit of magic . talking .to a grandmother about her 6 children . and christmas .. big families . natures little safety net .

 


Posted by ecomill at 6:58 PM GMT

Topic: dreams & nightmares

dreamed of an old friend . Veronnica Hilenbrand . or lake.. friend model .. 

To see friends in your dream, signify aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Alternatively, dreaming of a friend, indicates positive news. 

lake... peace of mind ..

 


Posted by ecomill at 11:18 AM GMT
Friday, 17 December 2010

Topic: dreams & nightmares

today has not been one to remember .however to begin . no dreams last night . woke late and had to rush a little . in order to get there on time . yes my friends only 25 minutes of tai chi .

work was Ok . brave face etc . and stayed till I could bare it no longer .. so went home ..

nice though to see David and Andrew with Becky being a great help .. 18:35:41

i returned home in order to follow my meidtation routine . an hour of rest basically . mindfulness and rest ..

i watched the snow . and had a feeling that i needed to be out in it . and so after more shoping . B6 vitamins etc i felt that a trip to the allotment was in order 

camera ready headed off . and felt that the magic had gone .. wandering around figuring that photos of snow have but little value in the scheme of things

i returned feeling more myself however ..  and settled down to some art work.. where i found that the computer can become quite a help when transforming dull photos into something more interesting . I would like to say that i am still learning the ropes .however i guess that you could call this afternoon a success artistically speaking that is ..

and so as the afternoon showed signs of  turning it in. i headed  to the pool . and did my 50 laps . a mile . striking gold . met some of the folks  .. Kim Heather Malcom & Phil .. however next time i shall keep my head down .. mentioning the war. etc was not my best idea .. period . 

good to see Russel and home to a meal that i turned into a great song .. quite overcame my blues 

and returning to the PC . i like to think that by writing these experiences down i may make some sense of what is essentially my life

Low .. having to leave work . becuase i felt somewhat overwhelmed . leaving the pool . feeling that somehow i was not being honest enough with heather . 

sometimes my idea of honesty is my. putting myself  down ..so i kept quiet .. however the horror of feeling compelled to be truthful even as the cost of my sense of self .. the sauna became a place of repentence 

there was Heather with what i once may have noted as inverted pride . the lower the better so to speak . & my own story .. my own situation..

i felt almost compelled to speak the truth . however upon reflection this was my father speaking .. however this is the point  what is the truth

what am i doing  day after day .. the truth i learned today . is not the truth that comes from the father . or at least the child . an example would be simple ..

Making  it easy .. yes I am a janitor .. a cleaner . a lowly nobody.. just liike you . that's the  truth that i wanted to share .. however something made me stop . because I am more than that .. I am not going to label myself no matter how much i want to.. I am not a label .. 

and so after a heated sauna .. where we discussed Mind as a chariity . i came home feeling low ..

 Todays High

art worked well .. from photo to negative/ blue print 

now a little business from yesterday

scales

the dream

balance . and perhaps a decisiion to be made

 .. scale   Interpol .. rhinos ... 

& now to thanks

waking up . good luck good fortune great overal health .fine spirits .. food and shelter to clothes to toys to family to work to work mates to being paid to hobbies to Mind to warmth on a cold night to swimming and exercise to saunas to mindfulness to money in the bank to friends to medicine to laughter tears to comedy to music to good neighbours to good landlords to phones to sense and limbs to books to sleep to holidays to the weekend to fellow students to the albemarle center to staplegrove to teachers to tai chi yoga etc to tv radio to shops to the internet .. 

to the allotment .. snow and fine photos ..

 


Posted by ecomill at 7:25 PM GMT
Thursday, 16 December 2010

Topic: dreams & nightmares

dream recall . looking for a place to live ..

 location A Public House. 

A bar Maid .. or perhaps milk Maid ..

Drinking Whiskey & coke

On the house . free

 


Posted by ecomill at 6:05 PM GMT
Wednesday, 15 December 2010

Topic: dreams & nightmares

Ok so today began with more stomach trouble . and ver little dream recall . balance or more precisely . scales

a decision to be made peraps

and now to today . woke feeling sick . however this passsed thankfuly

and after a late start . tai chi and meditaton . lasting nigh on two hours.. lunch and a trip to see Rose . at work where i stayed till 13.00pm . good to talk to catch up on things . gave Bethen the info on the memory stick

and after a quick meal went to my art class .  

 a pleasant afternoon  followd by a swim and sauna . till past 05.20pm

 home and some reading to be done . PK Dick

 blogging and dream work . plus somehow fazed by my morning sickness 

two days now .

i wonder if this  could be due to the niacin . two gramms over the night

 Somehow Bethen reminds me of a freud . with her trassformation and today her assertion that i was gushing . letting it go .

anyow . no matter . had a lovely time . inspiring . 4 semesters of art with Jane 

gone so quick

now  


Posted by ecomill at 7:30 PM GMT

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